am i living among some particular teenagers whom are actually not knowing the exact reasons why they're going to school and study things?
if it's a yes, then i might have blended as well. and it must be lucky to be the ones who'd known what to do or not to do.. God bless you kids, may you pursue you dreams!
isn't it funny when you can't understand yourself? you have the soul but you just couldn't help it. my classmates did the exact same thing back at school this morning. they questioned themselves every time they mentioned things they like, weird isn't it? mentioning our secretive hobby too, some of us didn't say the truth... boo liars. oh and by the way, it was counseling class back then, pretty much interesting eh? getting to know ourselves... yeay(?)
i secretly love to see new designs and stuffs, and when i've fallen in love with that thing, i'll try to do it my way. like, i'll make it bigger or with my own style. i'm not being such a hypocrite, but once i've seen a new thing or designs, i'll develop them. no matter how creative they require me to be.
realizing and noticing aren't my friends lately, they just don't seem to understand me, i need you both! either for the educational world or my personal world.
now i'm here, blogging inside my room while the clock is ticking all the way to midnight. i'm not feeling well for the past few days, thank God for family and best friends, they're the bests. oh, i still have this assignment to ask people (close ones) to maybe like reveal the natural talents i have without me knowing them.
there. i've given the paper to my mom, have told her to read the instructions and everything, and i don't know what she's writing. omg i've just saw dad giving my paper back. seriously, that just happened. lemme see then...
those two perspectives are a bit unbelievable. now i know that people actually see there's a different side of me in their eyes, -again- without me knowing anything about it. i hope these great things that people's been saying about me will somehow come true or just help me getting on with my life.
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