Grips or no grips?

you can shine if you want to, you can be the sparks that everyone has been searching for, you can be anything, anywhere, anywhen. even better than anyone else will.

i got this encouragement from mom and dad last night, something about competing and believing in myself. and if i'm not mistaken, they said something about faith and miracles too. with the unlimited work that we've done, and with the help of God and a little something called luck, 9 out of 10, we'll make it through the weather. mom also said that if we've stepped into the right path, no matter how hard or easy it is to get through, we'll score. and no matter how awkward they all are, somehow you'll fit in, perfectly.. i've been there once, and that convinced me of what my mom and dad had said in the other night. the point is, we have to try, don't over-underestimate yourself, and don't even think about bragging. that'll make you even worse. i'm not somewhat some kind of a wise person, i ain't wisdomy, but i've been there and want everyone just to feel the same, don't make yourself fail, and don't even let yourself fail over some stupid things. if you can do much better than that, then why not?

and those things i've mentioned above, i'm trying my best for myself to believe in them again. there are times when i used to hold on to those words for so strong, but then i'd like myself to let go of them and just be free. and now i'm letting go of those grips that i used to have, while the final exam is just around the corner. i haven't told anyone just yet, but i've planned to blog it up. so i really do need to get some grips alive again, just... i need to save myself from failing, though failing in some ways means getting some lessons learned.