it's 11:03 and i haven't slept yet... it's just because i'm very excited yet very nervous, OMG could you just stop me?! i'm typing, without any exact reasons. i'm just telling you, i'm missing Jambore XXI, when i used to hate all the meetings, when i was just too naive to say that i actually hated it all on the first place. but all of the sudden, every thing's changed. there's no hate, no more. there's no more boredom, in fact, I WAS HAVING FUN, EVERYDAY! when we hiked, when we rowed, when we tracked all the way to our campsite. there's no time to waste, i actually enjoyed it, very much. i remember Sekhmet (the name of my group) and every thing about it. our flag, our yells, our togetherness, and so much more! i perked a smile when i wrote those words, see, nature's more fun that you could ever imagine! (except for the umm, bathrooms.)
i remember when we were going to have a Solo Night, i was frikkin scared. i felt like i needed to find somebody to turn to, but i couldn't. it's a solo night. we slept on our own, by ourself, without no lights except one candle who'd accompany you through the night (but we had to blow it off after we wrote some kind of reflection). geez, i couldn't sleep. it was dark, and there's no one to turn to... but i remembered what my dad had said to me before, he said, when i got all scared, take a look at the sky, moonlight will gaze me through the forest, and give me a little light through the night, as some kind of a night vision. i gotta tell you, it worked well, and i fell asleep after hearing sooo many noises from the bugs and everything...
so, i'm going to bed now, it's more than late, and i'm promising myself that i can't come late tomorrow. hoping tomorrow and the following 4 days will be amazing, and wishing some lucks for all of the committees and the participants, and please, no rain! *crossing my fingers*
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