A Statement?

So.. I'm pretty screwed up nowadays, thanks to my girls and mom and dad also, you guys helped me out big time. I must be mistaken for entering the wild world of relationship.. But thank God for the signs, though they were a little blurry :/ I guess I'm not old enough with these kinds of things, too scary! I've had enough of this anyway.

I've broke up... Mom must be flattered. She knows the best for me, and she knows I'm too fragile yet too stupid for things like these. I guess I'm giving up on them, ever since the day I broke up. It's been 2 days, but I'm still feeling gloomy, I know it's normal, but I'm just too scared to feel the same thing ever again, I hate all the crying part to be exact. Though certainly life has its own ups and downs.. But I just don't want to feel that thing; heartbroken stuff. Of course I'll let myself cry over my loved ones, but not that kind of loved ones. Though they are lovely and nice, still, you can't 100% trust those ones! Jerks alert! ;) But believing in your boyfriend is a good thing though.

The point is, this must be it. I've learned another life lessons too, so.. this must be the best. Thanks for those encouragements from several girlfriends... (a shoutout to Udu, Gitta, Fristine, and Vanya. A thousand thanks girls!) from now on I'll claim myself as a single, normal, happy, and proud human being. Cheers!