you guys, and that kid over there.

it's 2:08! in the morning.. and I can't sleep, dammit I really can't.  yesterday's pretty suck yet challenging.. I didn't expect any phone calls (except from my boyfriend of course) at home. that could be.. something bad. what is it really huh? well today is going to be a BIG day for me, note that for sure, slowly I'll have myself knowing which class I've gotten into. either science or social. Report books are going to be distributed.

as in, my parents will finally know my grades, and how I've been doing so far at school, etc... for God's sake, I'm ready. like, I've been waiting for this day to come! I'm longing to know everything. but I'm afraid. afraid to face the reality.

how about... I'll get the class that I didn't expect? how about that? what will my mom and dad say if those unwanted things happen tomorrow? seriously, I'm thanking Allah for saving me from not passing year 10, but this next thing over here, is like, way more intoxicating. thank you for my special kid, you calmed me down a little, times have been tough on us, so you better hold on.. (I bet you'd be smiling all day long, knowing that I wrote this kind of thing here) so, thank you so much once again, and thank you so much mom and dad. wait. why am I putting my parents after him? well, in this case, you guys are awesome, you guys are on the same level, but of course, parents always come first! and thank you for my girls, my friends, who have been convincing that I'll pass year 10. thank you guys! and thank you for all the lucks that you've wished.

and for now, since you are probably sleeping, I'm the one who's wishing you a nice dream, and sleep. okay, I'm off the romantic list, but at least I'm writing this post about you. I like having this kind of relationship, it's easy-going, it's flexible, it's funny, it's cute, and it's off the serious list. I owe you BIG time kid, I really do. you feel like we don't have to show how we go, you feel like we don't have to show us. in some ways, it feels not normal, but that's the way every cute teen relationship goes, we don't take things way too serious.