awch. I did learn something from being home. something from listening through my mom and dad's 'real talk'. I didn't mean to overhear or whatever, but I did conclude something. something really annoying to be recognized. but i don't think I'll put it here. I'd rather keep it to myself, it's my personal stuff.
so, how are you guys? any ok? am doing nothing right now. not in the mood to put on my camera and shoot something. not in the mood for photoshop-ing either. just a plain old typing theme for me now, in my blog. I ain't gonna name my blog, am not gonna do the same thing over again. am not trying to reassemble my old stuff again, if you know what I'm saying.
I kept on wondering, why am I the only person on this century who's still -indeed- wandering around my own imagination on the most important thing of my life? why can't I see this real stuff? why can't I? this might sounds really pathetic, but I can't understand myself. one of the things that I've heard, from someone, is that we can't just sit around like a fool, trying to imagine what life will we be living later with some options wide open. some say it's better late than never, but some say, there's no second chances... I'm scared of making mistakes, I'm scared of failing. I need a real someone who can possibly and literally encourage me, tell me what to do! God I need that person. or if that's You, I need You to show me everything.
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