'that dream'

we were together, holding hands.. I was in my wedding gown, and he's in his tux. I think we're getting married. we seemed so happy, he held me close I nearly couldn't breathe. but then he kissed me, the tenderest kiss I could ever imagine... soft and joyful. that lasted long enough, until then I finally looked into his eyes, our eyes intertwined. the moment I fell for him, and he fell for me too, then he hugged me soft, romantically..

That was years and years and years ago. But the bittersweet feeling is still here, I remember when I woke up, I felt weird.. 'I kissed him?!' well.. What can you expect from a 12 year old? To get her mind set up high? Waking up is more than enough. But I can swear to myself I was happy, that dream fulfilled my day. He's one of the coolest boys in school, he was dreamy, major hotness!
As far as I can remember, I stalked him to death. I knew everything about him! Wasn't that hysterical? I even had his photographs on my phone, I edited them up and tell everyone he was my boyfriend! Omg that was a laugh. I asked him out three times, and he rejected all three. The more he rejected, the dreamier he got! Damn! I was pathetic, I was craving for boyfriends! Hahaha that was all just for fun though, for my puppy love. Those fun times, came once in a life time, I wouldn't dare myself to ask a boy out now, hey dude talkin' bout high pride! That was the craziest dream ever, the dreamiest dream I've ever gotten. But once in a while I still ask the same thing in my mind.. "I kissed him?!" and that tiny voice inside my heart answers.. "Yes, you did."